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p/s: post ni hanya nak letak gambar jek..

SACRIFICE

if something amazing happens when you know you don't deserve it, start appreciating, start living and start loving. Because if it was that much of a miracle to receive, imagine how much of a fuck up it would be to watch it leave. ♥ We're in God's hands baby.. happy eiduladhaa...regards, ♥

it was raining! jyeahhh!

hell yeahhh...hujan di jb dari tgahari sampai ke petang..just imagine it!haaa haaa..ok...pagi2 lagi my mom dah kejot saya bangun ye anak2 dara...bangunnnnn...haaaa...kene bangunnn kan..after bgn having breakfast dpt mesej..breuuzzz..bergegar kjap cawan tu...haha...ok..
from mom:tgk list dekat fridge..tq
me: list???uhhh..
*berlari2 pegi kat fridge tgk..haaaahh kau..sekali housework list yg perlu di buat..dari porch sampai ke toilet bowl kene clean up..gahhahaha..*
biasalaa kn...esok raya haji kot...kne kmas2 umah lain dr biasa skit..
this is the usual thing laaa yg my mom akn buat as a reminder klu her girls balik rumah kan..no goyang kaki..walaupon dah tau bende2 tu sume mmg ktorg buat even x dberitahu pon..bagos kann..naseb laaa ktorg mmg dah paham...if kau buat2 tapaham then later u will know laaa...kau x kemas rumah pon boleh jadi issue tau..hahaha..nak dgr kaset rosak??dare to buat2 tapaham laa..haha..

ok..nk jd cerita hari ni mmg kemas rumah laaaa..as usual...cume nye hari ni i will in charged bhgian porch..the front house kan..wearing a loofy hat like vietnamese girl with tocang hair kan..konon2 nak vogue laa...matiii..padahal kemas porch jek..hahaha..eh eh..kau tahu x time pukol 10pagi tu panas menggila...dats y pakai hat ok..if not i will get migrain later..xpasal2...bukan saje2 nk pakai..konon2 mcm pekebun berjaya laa kan..haha..eksyen laa sikit broo..hahah..kat rumah jek pon...so suke hati la...

then kemas laaaa..tibe2 aku panggil assistant aku si hajar my lil witch!yeahhh...penat tau kemas sorg2..hahah..she is very good daughter laa kan...mmg xsala kalu my mom pon ckp die ni paling x bnyk cekadakk..yelaa...she is not rebeller..dgr kate sume die laaa...bagosss...not like me..hahaha..ok laa tu..ade vice versa..kalau sume nk dgr ckp nti xdelaa fun nye dlm rumah..kan kan..ngeee..=D

ok..kemas punye kemas habes satu rak kasot tu kitorang legooo masok dlm karong hitamm..hahaha...just imagine kasot dah usia about 6years dahh..naik lusuh..dah xmuat dah pon..so sume kitorg buang with no 2nd decision...kalau 1st decision nk letgo teros cmpk dlm karong hitam...xdenye nak kate eh eh sayang laaa...mmg x siap laaa mengemas klu gitu gayenye...hahaha..tp tp aku nih x laa kejam sgt nk buang sume kasot tuuu..ade jek kasot yg masih elok...cume just dah x muat kan..so ade laaa dpt simpan kan nti sedekah kt umah anak2 yatimm..bygkan kasot barbie my sis tu..cantik lagi but yeahhh...they'd grown up kan..so sayang nk buang..baik kasi org...so dah asingkan..

kitorg kemas2 until 2.30pm..time tu panas lagi...tp 5minutes lter tros mendung..time tu x hujan lg..aku ckp dlm hati laaa kan jgnlah hujan dlu sbb nti kalau hujan nk angkt kasot2 ni buang kt big bin kt luar tu mmg lg berat dan payah laa jwbnye...huhuhu..agaknya tuhan tu maha mendengar..haaaa...siap aku campak karong tu dlm big bin hujan renyai2 teros turun..alhamdulillahh..

then konon2 mcm dah setel laa kan..but hajar suddenly bring out clean floor..apehal??so mmg paham2 laaa kan..ckp dgn my mom nk cuci lantai porch..time tu my mom dah stat bising dahhh...nk main hujan laa tu..but yeahh..me like konon2 x dgr sbb mmg hujan la kann..haha..time tu my mom x nmpk hajar lagi...haaa..

sekali tibe2 hajar bawak clean floor then curah teros ke lantai...dgn muke gembira time tu dah hujannn..lebat lg!!my mom teros terdiam coz we like happy doing dat thing..so she let it be happened..she will know klu die bising2 x kasi ktorg men hujan nti kitorg x cuci lantai tu haaa...so terpaksa jek terima kan..hahahha..yayyy!!

so hari ni sgt2 happy sbb dah kemas porch+cuci lantai+trim pkok+ and the most important thing MAIN HUJAN!!seronok!okayh!it was just like about 6years dah x main hujan ok..i mean yg mmg dgn niat hati utk basahkn baju dgn hujan laaa...so td we made it!hajar yg xpenah jadi gonjeng telah ku gonjeng kan die..hahahhaa...lantai pon bersih jek...so konklusi nye hari sangat2 best!

sebagai habuan dengan penat lelah sepenoh hati ni dapat makan rendang daging,ayam masak gulai merah,sambal goreng,bersama nasi empit..licking your finger laaa bebeyhh...nyummm2..^^,
p/s: there is nothing rather than to be with my family..<3 love~

TASIK KENYIRQ!

it was sooo sooo exciting when some of my dear frens still struggling on their final exam paper but US...nope!!HAHA...pity if you guys..im sorry if this make u feel annoyed..who cares kan..tralalala...ok gile jahat..xdelaaa...next time kite pegi vacay same2 k..but ples laa finish ur paper dulu k..hihihi...

ok...im going t tasik kenyir for couple of dayss..lame kan..about a week jugak laaa...berjalan2 menenangkan fikiran setelah having a very-hard-tough semester..serius this semester is like terrible for us..thats why CYFU the one who most-understanding-hensem-lecturer-that-i-know (is that too obvious that i really adore him?!uhh~)planned some vacation for his favorite students..(see..ive told u..jgn jles k)..but he only called 25names out of 50 from his list..and im included..x boleh bawk semua org coz we are going to sleep in boathouse for 3 days that can fit about 23peoples per trip..and hell yeahhh...best ok!

karox on the boat is feel like no-one-care-what-type-of-voice u have because only us on the boat..there no other stranger except for pakcik yg bawak boat and our chief..haaaa..just imagine kau melalak kat tgh2 tasik then xde org kesah pon even kau nyanyi tgh2 mlm bute...best kan!?!haaa...

tgk air tasik yg hijau tu jek dah buat jiwa yg lara ni jd tenang..haihhhh..melting ok tgk the beautifulness of Kenyiq Lake..huhuhu..below are some pictas from me.....enjoy it..=DD

GADO-GADO

hohoh...malas mau taip sebenranye..tgk sala taip suda..haihh...
ni bukan cerita pasal gado-gado yg makanan tu..tp gado yg tumbok2 tu...tp xlaaa tumbok muke org..walaupon rase mcm nak tumbok muke org je...*cehh...kau ingt tgn kau besar..duhh..*..ni setakat tumbok bntal jek sbb trlalu geram...hoihh...

kasi laaa topik yg hangat sikit utk di-per-gadoh-kan..ni bg topik budak2 umor 7thun...mcm laaa baru hidup..haihhh..xmncabar lansong..setakat kau nk ungkit2..jeles xtntu pasal bek xpyh..penat tau nk bace kt inbox kau yg mesej pajang2 upenye kau nk ckp pasal kau jeles?haiyaaaa..kau tau x aku penoh smangat bukak inbox tu nk bce msj coz i tot tu msj from him..buttttt!haihhh..xsenonoh tau perangai kau...saje buat aku tergelak sambil senget kan mulut tu..*mcm joyah..hikhik*

hmmmmm...thanks to dear bloggie sbb benarkan saya conteng2 di dinding anda..yayyy!!hihih...sekarang suda tidak geram..kerana!..suda makan..jyeahhh!!ok..tgu next post pulakk..

-daaa- ^^v

p/s: to my dear "fren"...plez find another person utk bergado2 ye..saya xjual gado2 nih...daaa~ HAHA~

::JAM SAAT:::

oh entry kali ni dibuat sebab bace artikel2 yg best2 dan bagi tamparan hebat jugak la kt muka neh...huhuh...terfikir pulak kenapa ada sesetengah org tu kadang2 cukup semayang tu bila bulan ramadhan jek sebab puasa kan..konon2 mcm xde aktiviti yg pack laa sgt kan..sebab pagi sahor..mesti terus subuh..then tghari tu sebab x pegi lunch(puasa kan) so dorg fikir ada laa mase nk solat zohor..kalau asar tu sempat laa nk kejar pak imam sebab dah puasa xlarat nk kejar bola kat padang...hmmm...maghrib pulak sempat laaa solatnye sebab bbuka kan..mesti laaa ingt maghrib tu..klu xde waktu bbuke tu macam x ingt ade maghrib agaknye...isyak pulak sebab dah kne ikut parents pegi terawih lagi..huuuu~ oh dunia..ni bukan nk ceramah ke hape..tp mcm nk ingt kan diri sendri jugak laaa..diberi kekuatan iman..betaubat sebelum terlambat..sbb segala amalan kita tu bukan dikira dalam waktu bulan mahupun tahun..tapi jam saat..ok ingt.. SAAT ok..hmmmm...xnk tulis bnyk2 sbb nk baca lg artikel2 yg best..ni sekadar iklan untuk penulis jek...huuuuu~

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LOVEY DOVEY ='(

Hate: Disappointing People

I’ve been an emotional hermit for the past couple of days.I am not the hermit type, especially not with my emotions, but a series of run-ins with friends and colleagues had me questioning a lot of things about myself, and about my decisions. I needed to figure out what I was doing right and what I was doing wrong. And I really needed space to think—without noise—to figure all that out. So into the cave I went.

The recurring themes were:
1.my propensity to overschedule myself
2.my inability to deal with disappointing people (in a healthy way)

Singly, these things are not bad. They are good problems to have, in a way. But coupled together, they are a formula for disaster. Which is why my brain tends to go through cycles of feeling how Pig-Pen looks. I’ve been overly busy since I was in middle school. I do it because I need to, not because I love to. I need to... because if I give myself too much downtime, I over-think everything and fall into depression. My brain doesn’t work in idle. It starts eating me alive. And so I learned (at a young age, even) that doing a lot ultimately makes me happier.

BUT I have a hard time disappointing people. It crushes me, you could say. And when you’re busy you have to disappoint people a lot... scheduling things months in advance and sometimes having to say no to things you wish like hell you could do, but you just can’t. Things have been building and I think I’m finally realizing that one of these things has to give.
My gut tells me that I just have to get better at disappointing people. I can’t act like the world is going to end when I say no. In some ways, by BEING crushed, I make people feel more disappointed in me. Does that make sense?

I watch my friend say no all the time. He does it in such a non-emotional way that people don’t even think twice about it. Cool. No biggie. Move on. Maybe by getting emotional about it, I make others feel things they shouldn’t. What advice do you have for me? Books to read, therapists to talk to, private islands to escape to... I’ll take it all. How do you cope with letting people down?